Tuesday, March 17, 2015

"Hitler Would Be Proud"


I've gotten used to people talking to me at the grocery stores, parks, really anywhere in public. It used to annoy me but I couldn't very well go around with a sign that says "I'm an introvert and I hate small talk, yes my baby is cute, thank you" so I've learned to become social when I get out of the house and I quite enjoy seeing people interact with Will. Most of what I get is a *gasp* "What beautiful blue eyes!" This makes me smile and it makes Will smile and it makes them smile so it's all a win win. And often I get the people who are grandparents of a child about the same age as Will and I can see the longing they have but just genuine love for babies and it warms my heart. But there are some conversations that are quite funny. Like the following three.

In the airport on our way to SLC after a really long day. Will was on the floor falling asleep which is what his parents wanted to be doing but a man came up to us and strikes up a conversation.
"Did you know that we are genetically engineered to like big eyes and short limbs? Like puppies, and kitties, and babies. That's why we think babies are so cute and why we don't abandoned them." Alright well I guess I won't be abandoning my baby anytime soon because he has the biggest blue eyes, thanks!

And if you want really good conversation go to the Dollar Tree. A few weeks ago I ran into an older lady who told me her baby was turning 56. And then she turns around and says "of course I had him when I was 12." At which point if I had been drinking something it would have sprayed out all over.  Luckily I wasn't and so I could stop myself from reacting when I realized she was only joking.

And then my favorite at Dollar Tree today, I came in juggling Will and my purse, keys, and stroller cover so a man came rushing over to help me with a cart. And then he sees Will's blonde hair and blue eyes and says "Hitler would be proud!" Um?? I'm not sure what to do with that except call my husband and tell him I got the best comment. ever.

So in commemoration of my blonde hair blue eyed son here's some pics from his 8 month photo shoot today!




 This one's my favorite. This is his "I'm going to be excited in a minute" face and I'm not sure why but he loves to jut his jaw out like that. 




Monday, March 16, 2015

The Christmas Card that Never was

I had really good intentions on getting Christmas cards out last year but sadly they never happened! So... Happy belated Holidays :) 


Happy Holidays!

2014 was a pretty good year for us. It was the first calendar year (or any 12 months for that matter) that we actually lived in the same state since we've been married. Yay for only filing one state tax form! In 2014 Natalie made the decision to not go to graduate school, lasted through her 40 weeks of pregnancy and her biggest accomplishment; birthing Will and keeping him alive and happy after that. Jason's work at Google created the CS First program as a Computer Science after school club and they now have 25,000 participants! 

As you can probably guess our defining moment of 2014 was bringing Will into the world. Turning into parents is the biggest change we've ever gone through and it brought with it everything that change brings; excitement, happiness, pain, confusion, identity crisis, love, strength and joy. Will is the perfect child for us. He is always happy, adorable and we can cart him anywhere we want to go. People constantly ask us if he's always so happy and easy and I usually say yes! It's impossible to have a bad morning with his bright smiley face staring at you and watching him grow and move convinces me that he knows so much. 

Jason's contracted job is ending in June 2015 so we are on the countdown of our time here in Charleston and soon we'll be on to new adventures.  

Happy Holidays!

Jason, Natalie, and Will Hammon










Sunday, March 15, 2015

Hello Again

Oh the things we do for our children. I just army crawled out of my son's room after putting him to sleep so he wouldn't see me go out and get mad. That was after 10 minutes of sitting by his crib and singing him hymns. Love him to death but do we have to go through a no sleeping phase? 



**ps I can't believe how long it's been since I've written on this blog! I probably don't have any reader now. Hopefully I can start because I think I'm going insane and need an outlet for thoughts. If only pictures weren't so hard to get from my phone to the blog, hmmm

Monday, October 13, 2014

Babysitting

I decided on Friday that I'm not teaching Will to crawl and the jury is still out on whether I'll teach him to walk. Last weekend I watched my friend's 8 month old boy for the day while she was out of town. I was quite apprehensive about having an 8 month old and 3 month old at the same time but it actually went better than expected. However this 8 month old can crawl and that's a whole different ball game. My living room looked like a wrestling ring. I had the table in front of the TV cords and the piano bench in front of the stairs. Then he decided he wanted to stand up using the back of my piano so I placed the dining room chairs in front of the piano and despite my best efforts I still had to keep pulling him back from the electrical outlets and our rock fireplace. It was exhausting. Hence my decision to keep Will immobile for as long as possible. But despite my efforts it seems like Will has a determination of his own evidenced by this...



My baby can roll over! I can't believe it. The funny thing is he looks like he's not even happy to do it, he just looks like it's something to do. We were up at his Aunt Jamia's house when it happened and he did it 3 times in a row. I can't decide if I'm proud and happy or terrified :)

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Mormon Message

I don't know if you've seen this video:


But I'll be honest, when I first saw this video I was depressed. That is a realistic crappy day and in no way did I like to see it on film. It really bugged me that she missed dinner with her cousin and it was almost heralded because she did all these nice things for everyone else. I had been pondering this video for a couple of days trying to understand why the video was made this way. Having no answers, I decided that for FHE last night Jason and I could watch it and have a discussion. I was not expecting it to be different the second go around but it was. I realized the point of the video for me. The message was that no matter how bad you feel about your day, no matter being on Facebook in the morning, not being the instantly willing person to watch your neighbor's kid, no matter forgetting your dinner appt, or letting your cousin down because you can't meet with her, no matter how much these little instances build upon each other to make you feel like a failure Heavenly Father still loves you. The message wasn't that we should self sacrifice everything for everyone. The message was that no matter how shoddy our effort feels as we try to live the gospel Heavenly Father still loves us in our weakness and still accepts our efforts.

Sometimes having a newborn is hard. Sometimes I really dislike the fact that I'm the only person on earth who can give this child what he needs. Especially after a day when I've already given so much and I still am asked to give. And it never stops. On Saturday I was feeling pretty rotten after giving so much to put on a relief society activity and dealing with a baby who hadn't slept all day. I went to church the next morning feeling like I had nothing left and I had no idea how to replenish myself. Not to mention that I felt unworthy because of my attitude to approach God. Then in testimony meeting the whole theme of the meeting was how we are loved by God and he cares about what we care about, even if it is just a silly little game we play that has no significance to our eternal salvation. He cares.  And that's what this video reiterated to me.

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Happy Three Year Anniversary!

So far we have spent each anniversary in a different state. Year 0- Utah, 1- Maine, 2- Florida, 3-North Carolina. That's right this year we went and found fall in Asheville, NC. Some days I think it must just be all in my head that I don't like Charleston, the place of endless summer and humidity. And then I go to a place like Asheville where there are mountains, the air has a chill about it, the smell of apples linger in the air and the leaves are telling you that it is indeed the end of summer and my heart sings. And then I remember that I'm not crazy but I actually know something about myself: I miss out on happiness when there is no fall or winter. *sigh* And that is why Asheville restored a piece of happiness, not to mention celebrating three wonderful years of marriage and eternal families with my boys.
It was a little different traveling with an infant. We had to do something for the hike so we tried this hiking pack we bought a while ago, decided he's a little too small but I couldn't resist how cute he was when we tried it on him.


I know this is a random picture but this was our first adventure from the trip. Will was an excellent little traveler. He slept the whole 4 hour ride up there and we were priding ourselves on it :) We stopped for gas before heading to the mountains and as I went into the grocery store (which was like dying and going to grocery heaven, they do exist!) Jason got Will out so I could come and nurse him. Well as I approached the car Jason starts crying out for help. Turns out that Will had a major blow out that he had been saving for a few days. It was all over his carseat, clothes, diaper, and blanket that Jason was changing him on. It was hilarious. So I come over to look at the damage whilst Jason is mid diaper change when Will start's to pee and continue to get the blanket more wet while I start dying from laughter. Whoops, didn't think about stopping for a diaper change.

 And this is the beginning of our hike. I've always wanted to see what mountains were like in the East and I was pleasantly surprised. They are more than hills and more like mountains than I had imagined. They are covered in trees instead of rocks which is the biggest difference between them and their cousins across the country. They also are more gradual instead of steep cliffs. We hiked Graveyard Fields which had two waterfalls with it. It wasn't strenuous but we felt like wimps since higher elevation meant harder to breathe, dang it. Not acceptable for Rocky Mountain dwellers. We also felt like we were really high up which gave us the willies as we were driving up there, living at sea level has made us soft! But I think we were able to appreciate them more, truly spectacular. 

 Forgive all the pictures of our family. I think in the past I take too many pictures of scenery and not of people so this time I made sure to get people but neglected the scenery.



 My little family, I love them!


 getting a diaper change in the mountains. Will was a trooper through the whole thing and even seemed to really like it. He was really happy to stretch out though and cried when he had to be put back in the bjorn. 
 Happy Anniversary Jason! It's been a marvelous three years and I can't wait to see where the next adventures take us. 

 look! Color! 


 Saturday before we left we made sure to go apple picking. It's something that we thoroughly enjoyed in Boston so we wanted to recreate the memory. It wasn't quite the same and this was the first activity where Will cried the whole way through. Not letting him take a morning nap was not cutting it. But Jason took it like a champ and sang a song about patience while I laughed and Will cried. I hope we continue to laugh and see the bright in a potentially otherwise stressful situation. 

Happy three years! Here's to the number 4!

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Baby Blessing


Will is two months old this week! It's pretty crazy, I can't believe it's been two months but I'm also glad that I have made it two months as well. We commemorated his being two months old by blessing him in church today. It was a wonderful day full of lots of love. My dad came out for it as well as Jason's sister Jamia and her family. We felt so blessed to have family when we're so far away. I felt today like I've fully accepted and embraced my role of motherhood. It's amazing to me how full my heart is with love for Will and Jason. I feel more fully complete as a person and I'm loving the days I get to spend with him. I bore my testimony and my dad said it was akin to hearing a newly called bishop bear his testimony and seeing him changed and taking on the mantle. He felt like a mother is a part of the priesthood and as such you receive the divine help and growth and development that is appropriate for it. And that's how I feel, I've received the mantle of motherhood from the Lord and I'm changing. It's a wonderful calling.

Here's a few of my favorite pictures of the day.






Will was in a baby blessing outfit that my mom made and a blanket that my grandma crocheted before she passed away. Therefore he was surrounded by three generations of mothers. It was pretty special.






 We sure love you Will!