What could be better?

This post is mostly due to the fact that I really need to journal tonight but my roommate's asleep and my other roommates are out in the living room with lots of noise and right now I just need quite. Lots of times I feel like I try to be witty or clever on my blog but today is just me so I'm not quite sure what you're going to get. There's been a lot of noise in my head today. To start with I listened to way too much music today. But there's the other music going on in my head that sometimes I can't shut off. I started looking at plans for my future today and well, it was good, it got me excited but at the same time there are so many options! I could stay here and live in my little world, save lots of money, and go off to grad school somewhere. I could move and be SUPER poor but feel like I've started my own life, get my grad degree on line, find a job, get two masters, etc, etc. I sat down to study for the GRE today and everything was like a chain reaction. The most awesome thing about today was Egyptian cookie night held in a home that I could be perfectly happy living in with awesome people that I would be perfectly happy living in a neighborhood with with wonderful learning about Egyptian artifacts while enjoying delightfully tasting cookies. Of course there was much laughter, always good for the soul. The message that I came away with was be prepared to become an expert on anything in 72 hours and life never turns out as you plan. I'm making a lot of mistakes on this journey of mine. The only thing left to do is pick myself up tomorrow, rethink myself, and try to build those up around me and hope that day by day I'll find myself in the place I want to be.